Well, once again it’s been a while since I gave
everyone an update. Lots of people have
asked since my last update how it’s been, and if the lack of updates was a good
or bad thing. Truth is, it’s neither. I’ve been really busy at work and filling a lot
of my free evenings with jiu jitsu again, so I haven’t set aside much time to
sit at the computer and write!
So that’s the good news. I initially set a goal of getting back into
jiu jitsu by March of this year. I set
the goal thinking I would beat it by a few weeks. I had some unexpected turbulence in the
recovery process, which I spoke about last time, so I didn’t make it back until
the first week of April. Even then, I
took it very slow, doing about half of the warmups and sitting out for lots of
moves that are harder on the knee. I’m
pretty happy to say that I have been doing all the warmups and pretty much all
the moves, as well as sparring for several weeks, if not months by now. I’m still staying away from takedowns and
throws, but I think that is more a psychological block than anything else.
So here’s the bad news. I’ve gotten comfortable short of the finish
line. I would say that, with regard to
activities I can do now compared to before my injury, I’m at about 80%. And for that 80% of activities, I’m certainly
nowhere near 100% intensity for most of them.
Basically, I got myself back to a place where I can jog, jump, squat,
and do jiu jitsu (which, in large part, isn’t very hard on the knees).
This is, of course, a problem! I’ve been so excited to do jiu jitsu again
that I take just about every chance I get.
This leaves less time to do squats, leg presses, lunges, etc. So I’ve plateaued a bit. Plateaus are very frustrating, because you
usually feel like you are putting in the same, if not more, amount of effort
that you were when you were improving, but for some strange reason the
improvements stop. You usually have to
change what you’re doing or add another dimension to it in order to start
seeing results again.
This time,
however, the plateau came because I simply haven’t been putting in the
effort. I got comfortable being able to “do”
jiu jitsu, rather than being able to train or compete like I really want.
Realizing this puts me in a tough spot. Unfortunately, I will have to make the gym
and leg strengthening a higher priority, which will kick jiu jitsu further down
the list. I know my ultimate goal of
competing again requires it, but that doesn’t make it easy to accept. The best part is that I’ve identified the
problem. Now it’s just a matter of
discipline to make sure I fix the problem accordingly, and I’m hopeful that
wanting this phase to be over as soon as possible will serve as motivation!